Tuesday, September 26, 2006
What's life without pain?On ma playlist - Pushing me away by LPEverything to me now its like damn dull ... plain wit one colour ... grey perhaps?
I dont know why ... but i've been living thru this for quite sometime ...
Am i used to it? yeah ... but im tired .... very tired ....
Guess i should blame myself ... being an idiot all these while ...
This is the hardest situation ever ....
Living in misery aint nice ...
Waking up everyday wit disappointment of ma face ...
People said im arrogant ... nahh .... im just emotionless now ...
Pain to me now its nothing ... coz im facing the worst one now ...
Exam is coming soon .... its stressing ...
I look like a zombie now ... Kat got a shock of her life when i visit her yesterday...
She said ma dark circles is getting worse ... and ma freakles .... dont wana talk abt it ...
Im tired of life .... tired of everything around me ...
I need a break .... i seriously do ...
People often said tat my life is sooo free .... well ... i just dont know wat to do actually ..
I just hate myself .....
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