Love.... a self suicide

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Depression is taking over me ...

Well .... like what i said b4 .... new year ... and a brand new life wit a new chapter to begin with .... but the problem is that ... i dont even know which chapter to start off first .... im still as lost as last time ....

Been rotting at home these few days ... from getting annoyed tat really got into ma nerves till getting real pisted ..... what the heck? cant just mother fucking leave me alone for god sake! gahhhhh ..... i cant believe that i bumped into her on NYE at Santuary ... she will be the last person on earth i will wanna bump into man .... the frustration is still within me .... but then ... i did forgive him for what he had done .... no point of hating someone who doesnt give any fucks to you anymore ....

Im worried now .... Prema will be seeking the specialist today morning ... i wonder how izit goin on .... hopefully everything will be alright ..... keeping my finger crossed ..... i cant affort to loose another person i care the most for now .... i just cant .....

Everyone will be leaving here tho ... as in leaving KL .... sighh ... Sze Mun will be leaving to US , Armaan will be leaving to UK , Michelle will be leaving to Japan , Priya to Australia , Soke Yee back to Aussie , Jack to Aussie in the middle of the year ... Ben is already at Cherating .... sighhh ..... me? i wana leave here also ..... anyone can take me along? lol

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