Looking back into old pictures of myself ... realised that how many things happened in life ... ups n downs .... somehow .. i did c myself growing up .... from being naive and materialistic bitch , being a nerd in skool and the most of all ... antisocial ...somehow i kinda lost track of who i am ... i cant reflect my own personality .. i just don know who i am .... i don need a rich guy ... i don need all the money in the world .... coz i know myself that nothing can buy happiness ....

Seeking for perfection in life is impossible .... i did my very best to go thru ma day wit the brightest smile on ma face ... i may sound lunatic to u ....im not psycho ... im still normal like everyone else ....

Life goes on and time will never wait for u .... just a blink and im 20 tis year .... time really flies ....

Im dissapointed wit myself for losing myself ..... tho its hard to get back the old me ... but im trying my very best to bring out the best out of me .... people do change ... tho they r 22 , 25 or even 30 .... but not all will change for the better ....

I need a break from everything ...

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