Im goin psycho soon ..... i get stressed or tensed up pretty easily these few weeks .... i don know why .... i know myself that i do hav anger management problem ... and yeah ... i admit that i do hav .....

Realised that i cant handle things like i used to do .... i miss everyone .....especially Sze Mun , Jack and Nadia ..... really miss them a lot ... they r always by my side when i needed a shoulder to cry on ....

Im worried ...... i think i do hav a problem ..... im felt pretty much insecure about everything around me .... all the time .....

Crying myself to sleep these few days ..... when will it come to an end?

I just need a time out for myself .... i need a break from everything ......

Think im goin crazy anytime soon ... how much more can i handle it?

Life is a real bitch to me now ..... everything seems to b perfectly fine at first but turned out to be very sour in the end .....

Guess i shall wake up myself from the happy ending fairytale life ..... and change my conception abt life ... convincing myself that everything is just bitter .....

Where should i go now ..... what is my dreams ? .... i don know ..... i really don know ...

Im just basically being blinded about everything ......

When will it come to an end? ... basically a question wit no answer ...

Do miracle exist by the way?

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