Love.... a self suicide

Friday, January 04, 2008

-Its the end-

sayonara people ...

6:08 PM

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

I cant see the future anymore .. is this the end of me?

what is life to you ?
what is hope and dreams to you?

the impact isnt there anymore for me to go on any further....
does this mean its the end of me?

all i wanted and to wish for now is a blessfull christmas with my family and friends ... a moment that will last till i take my last breath on earth ....

im tired of everything .. the baggage is just unbareable .. including the pain inside myself ... and all i know .. the baggage is in my mind ...

who am i? where do i belong to?
seems to be lost in the world full with darkness yet unbareable pain within myself...

nothing is in my mind now ... plain pitch black with no echoes...
no light to shine through .. no destiny .. just nothing ....

the end of me will bring happiness to everyone?

emotional yet paraniod of everything .. the evidence proclaimed as who i am...

this shows how insecure i am now ...

the world is just evil ... what can make it comes to an end?

9:08 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

FUCK U LA

10:25 PM

Monday, December 10, 2007

Happy Birthday Daddy!

Today marks the day for my daddy .. love u dad hell a lot! muaks! .. thanks for everything ... every advise and love will be cherished forever dad... love u daddy!

Went to Rum Jungle last Friday with bf and his cousins .. lol i prefer the new Rum Jungle now tho! hell a lot better than the previous one ... they were playing rock songs the whole nite! from bon jovi to the cranberries ... never know how much i enjoyed myself that night!

Headed over to Hapen on Saturday night wit daddy to celebrate his birthday! .. everyone was there .. so happy! .. 3 huge chocolate cakes to his flaming lamborgini .. me also want! lol ... got back home around 12 something .. realised i wasnt feeling that well .. bf came over and bring me to the clinic ... then only i realised that i got my self a slight fever with a very bad throat infection ....

Not to forgotten .. bf surprised me not long ago wit HIM's dvd! ... i was like the happiest girl alive man! ... blast my surround system the whole day! including his as well when i was at his place! .... haha

Alrite la .. got to head over to college soonish ... u take care people! .. cheers!!

9:08 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

At times i wonder .. why people can be so farking lame .. doing stuffs that pisses people off all the time ... and underestimating others ... they didnt realised that i keep my mouth shut all the time doesnt mean that im blind or stupid .... i opt not to be bothered about ur lame and yet immatured actions ... things that u do doesnt bring u any good btw ... i haven open my mouth yet doesnt mean u hav to push my mood button all the time trying hard to get me annoyed .... i bet u dont wana c the worse out of me .. u never know wat i can do ... so just get a life and fark off !!!

7:32 PM

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Blood + ...

Staring at the glass window at an anime shop ... admiring all those lovely acessories there ... one which caught my attention and his as well ... it was a key from the anime , blood plus ... didnt bother much at first coz im really broke ... walked around the shop ... then realised tat bf actually bought it for me ... i was shocked but nothing beats the happy me .... hehe .... thanks dear ... love ya!!

9:38 AM

Monday, November 26, 2007

Penang !!

Sorry about my dissapearance once again people .. i was at Penang wit bf this few days ... lol it was a last minute planning ... on that day only i decided to go ... packed my stuffs and rushed all the way to Puduraya and hop into the bus with him at night .. everything happened within 2 hours ... lol ...

I had a blast while at Penang !!!... went to many places(from the land to the hill .. lol the beach to the clubs!) and makan damn a lot man! .. the best was at 4pm ... both of us ended up eating 7 different kinda noodles that i didnt c b4 back in KL ...lol im gonna b a pig addy now! lol lol

Why we suddenly went to Penang? the main thing actually was to attend his bestfwen's wedding ... lol met a lot of his fwens! all damn sakai ... even more sakai than him man ... lol ... managed to picked up some dialect as well .. gonna brush up on it now ....

Both of us didnt have much sleep ... lol was out the whole day for the past 4 days man in the role man...

Got back last night around 8 .... was so tired till i fell asleep while unpacking my stuffs ... hahahahaha ... pictures is all with him ... so gonna update about it later la ....

Alrite .. tats all for now .... gonna get ready for class .. chiao chee bye people! lol

6:55 AM

NAbout Me

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20 this year and gonna live life to the fullest

currently doing Graphic Design at IACT ... love it!

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HatesN
People with no self respect
Heartless mother fuckers ... go eat shit you fucker
People wit ego problem
Those who cant even b honest ...
Hypocrites...buy ur own words man!
People who loves to judge others ..u think that u r perfect?

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