Friday, March 30, 2007
Here i stand alone ..... with the pain in my heart that will never go away ....Wondering what was that , that made u changed ....And that is the question that keeps on spinning in my mind till today.... If i can turn back the time ... right back to the start ....Will u ever wana make the change? ... but i guess ... no one will knowIn my head .... keeps on thinking about the start ... that i thought that miracle do exist in tis world ....Many roads to take .... some full wit joy and some wit many painful heartache ...As i know ... ever lasting pain will always remains .....Crying myself to sleep every single night ..... when will it comes to an end?If i can ever turn back the time .... will u be the man i used to know?The mark u left in me cant never seems to go away ....There is nothing i can do for now but to give in ....
The day ... u left me in the dark ..... I dont know what to say or do .... Looking at myself ... giving away my pride right in front of my eyes ...Pictures and sweet memories is everywhere ....Thought that i will be strong enough not to loose control of myself ...Guess i cant take it any longer ...It sure did hit me hard enough that now ur gone .....I've lost in the war ... im too tired to battle anymore ....
2:45 AM
Friday, March 23, 2007
Im not a fucking discount card u bitch ...Dont know why ..... u think im wat? friends wit benefit izit now? u come to my only when u want something from me ... fuck off la u bitch .... when ur fwens is around u ... do u think u will still even bother about me? .....wat the fuck man!
Im not here to bitch wat ever shyt is wrong wit u ... coz im fucking annoyed by everything that is related to u .... n the best part ... wat kinda fucking question is that man! .... using my name to get discount for something ? if i like u then its ok la .... but tis is way too much man .....
Since when u even bother to contact me unless u want something from me .... u think im what? discount card now izit? .... wat ever la ..... just fuck off ....
Ok ... enough of bitching ...... went out wit Steph and Jack today .... had a great time ... hehe ..... im just too pist to even talk about anything for now ..... let u guys enjoy the pics then ..... here u go .....
Life is a bitch ..... the end for today .... cheerios .....
11:38 PM
Monday, March 19, 2007
Sudden Urge ...Went over to Borneo Ink today ... hoping that Lina will give me the good news ... but sadly .... it didnt happen coz tat fucker decided to chicken out ..... wat the fuck .... damn potong stim .....
So Lina said she can slot me in if i wan another tattoo ..... lol .... but i didnt got myself inked again coz i think its just tat sudden urge to get another tattoo .... and i wont wana take his appointment btw .... for fucks ar?
Been thinking of wat kinda tattoo to get .... hehe ... i know wat i always wanted ....
Sadly Simon wasnt there ... lol ... tat sakai can really make me laugh my ass off .... but i did had a great time lepaking wit Eddy , Lina and Vanessa ... ooo yeah .... Happy Belated Bday Eddy! someone is 38 addy!! hohohohohohoohohohoho
Watched Miami Ink earlier .... gosh ..... im really really addicted to tattoos now man .... wat the heck! .... come on9 also searching about tattoos ..... clicking from pages to pages about people getting themself inked .... im really obsess man!
But why bother about wat people says about me by the way ? .... im just doing things that i like ..... so non of ur business or wat so ever bad comments u wana throw at me ....
Dad's phone is really killing me ! ..... cant stop playing wit it ..... lol .... of coz .... camwhored there like a sakai woman ... hohohohohohooh
Yes la .. im a poser ..... but watever la ..... life is short ... im just doing things that i like and living the best out of myself every single day ..... so cheerios people! .... take care *winks*
2:22 AM
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Tribaletic .....
Gosh .... found some awesome tribal tattoo pictures at BME since i got free membership from them .....
So here you go people .....
Side waist .... awesome art work
Something just like mine .... awesome side shoulder tattoo ... im loving it!
Phoenix tattoo .....
This is one of my favourite art piece .... half lower sleeves ... inspired wit the Maori design ....
Nice mixture of the polynesian and maori design
I love tis man!
Calf tattoo .....
Red and black ink .... wat a great combination! 
Orite .... tis dude is damn hot and sexy! ... agree wit me people? lolThink i need another tattoo ..... lol .... most probably at my leg or neck ..... hoho! call me mad or wat so ever la .... do i look like i care btw?
Chyi Voon's tattoo is just fucking cool! ..... at her side neck ..... simple and hell sexy!
Next target ..... a maori design ..... hohohoho !!!
2:08 AM
Disappearance ....Sorry about my lack of update ..... been goin thru a rough time lately ....Can say tis is a crazy week ..... trying to keep myself occupied ..... sorry about tat people =)Monday ..... was at Michelle's place wit Prema .... spend the whole day together ranting and bitching ...... really really greatful to have u gurls wit me .... love u babes!Wednesday ..... out wit Sze Mun .... went over to Traders Hotel ..... damn awesome place man! especially Skybar ..... damn hell a lot better than Luna Bar! damn nice view ...... lol ..... then went over to the cafe yada yada wit tat woman and Chyi Voon came over after awhile ..... lol it's nice stalking Chun Boon coz he works there .... hoho ... funny sial! especially wit his chef hat .... hohohohohoohohohohohohoho!! Then went over to Bangsar coz tat smart Chun Boon was wearing shorts and slippers ... so cant go clubbing ..... ciss cisss ...... went drinking wit them at Lockup ..... damn long never stepped into tat place already tho ..... nice and sweet memories ... hehe ...... after drinking then went off to Pelita ....... yada yada there till 2 something and home sweet home .... i really really had fun .... c u guys again! Thursday ...... went over to Keeran's place to pick up some stuffs wit Sze Mun , Sam and Prema ...... then dad asked me to follow him to the law firm ..... so i gave in .....b4 tat .. went over to Pertama Complex to get his phone .... lol ... managed to paooo some stuffs from his fwen coz he owns the handphone shop .... hohohohohohohohoho ...... Then went over to OUG's pasar malam wit Sze Mun and Sam ... gosh ..... that smelly taufu is damn smelly man! worst than shits and longkang's smell ..... and tat two sakai woman enjoyed tat taufu like sopos ..... lol ..... walk walk around .... bought a landyard for my cello .... and home sweety home ...... Friday ....went for lunch wit Jack at BB area ......its been awhile since we both are pretty busy wit our own stuffs... had fun chatting n shopping with him .... Pin Pin!! thanks a lot dude! c u again soon aite!! ....then went drinking wit daddy at Hapen ..... lol .... had my AK47 ... thanks to Uncle Seelan .... lol ..... and Uncle Leslie made me laugh my ass off the whole nite .... i had fun wit them .... =)Guess thats all people ...... more updates soon! .... sayonara .....
1:42 AM
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Its over by now ..... why u wana do this to me?Found myself at BME Ink .... =)http://www.bmeink.com/A70313/high/bmepb479356.jpg ......Really really greatful to have my great friends wit me all the time ...... especially Michelle and Prema .... love u guys hell a lot ... =)
6:25 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
BMEZINE ...
Was browsing thru my fav website ... and found a few tattoo pictures tat captured my heart .....
Tribal tattoo .... nicely inked on the calf ... think i need one there now ... lol
Half sleeves .... and my all time favourite .. the japanese koi fish ...
Every piece .... wit its own story behind it .... a family portrait tattooed on someone's back .... same to me ... family always comes first no matter what ...
Anyone .... different size or shape can take a step into the body modification world ... even to the disable ... she is trully beautiful in my opinion ....
Just like those yakuza ..... tattoo r for themself ... not for others to see or to show off ... her tattoos can b well hidden .... and i love that 
This is my favourite picture .... mum and dad have the same passion abt body mods ... its great to find the another half of urself who hav the same interest wit you ... i wonder how will the lil baby look like after 20 years? lol
9:57 PM
Sunday, March 04, 2007
A Phrase from the bible .....Feeling alone, weak, helpless, and cut off from other believers or if you are so focused on your troubles that you forget to watch for danger, those are the times when you are especially vulnerable - 1 Peter 5-9 (NLT)Jack send me this earlier .... thanks a lot k ... means a lot to me .. =)
Like what they always say .... god's word is trully beautiful ....
11:54 PM
Look In My Heart ....
Sounds familiar? .... yeah tats the valentine edition about a year ago for Swatch Bijoux ...... was eyeing on it since tat day it came out ... but i was damn broke ....
Went over to MV today and saw that edition again ... oh well ... finally i gave in after eyeing it for ages ... lol as usual ... grab mummy into the shop and wohoo!! she bought it for me ..... ngek ngek ngek ..... love u mummy!
I love tat edition because of the theme for tat design is a tear drop and a heart ... so its just like there is always two ways ... two options in life .... happy or sad ....
Being happy or sad its just your option .... depending on how much u wana enjoy urself in your everyday life .... so its up to u people ..... =)
Their packaging .... its weird coz it doesnt look like any jewerly casing to me ..swt
Never see such packaging b4 tho ... normally its just a typical square box ... lol 
Wohoo .... peekaboo .... the ring 
Tear drop .... tats wat i get myself into all the time ...
The heart ..... as long as i still have hopes in life .... hope i can wear it wit the ring opened as a heart all the time then ...
9:44 PM
Im Happy ...Really glad ..... Kimi is a lot better today .....
At last ... im a lot chillax today .... its a great day i should say ... tho i didnt go anywhere ... just being lazy and pigging out the whole day at home ....
Hope fatty will recover pretty soon .. keeping my finger crossed .... thank you god ...
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3:07 AM
Saturday, March 03, 2007
Pastor Cleetus getting inked .....Watch this people ...
Now ... dont fucking judge someone coz he or she has tattoos on themself ...p/s- please dont use the bible as a weapon against each other .....
9:10 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
Addiction? Don know why .... felt damn fucked up today ... even when Lina was tattooing me .... just felt damn numb ... even not tat much blood came out as well ....
The only part whereby can feel ur skin being cut wit a sharp knife was when she was retouching the butterfly .... but think about all the shyts happening in my life .... the pain was just nothing as compared wit the pain i have inside me ......
Somehow .... felt that everyone felt pretty fucked up today..... me , Prema and even Lina ..... tho Michelle was a lot better today compared wit yesterday and the day before yesterday ... just have that really crappy feeling ......
But Simon , Vann and Eddy was damn hyper ..... so they did make me feel a lot better after talking to them .....
Came back and slept off like a dead pig till 9 something ..... and woke up wit an even crappy feeling ...... gosh ... wat the fuck is wrong with me ......
Felt a lot better after talking to him on the phone ..... lol ..... he sounded damn tired and half dead .... kakakakakakakakaka funny man .....
Somehow ... i don wana fall into the trap for taking it as an addiction .... but tat do work to me somehow ..... i need a life back ... what am i talking about ? no worries ... im not into drugs or smoking those craps .....
Kimi is damn sick these few days ... hope he is alright ...
10:20 PM
Its Done .... at last ....Went thru about 5 tattoo sessions to get my side piece complete ..... started getting inked around last year and the last session was today .... hohoho 
First Session .. took about an hour and a half to get it complete
5 mad tattoo session ... thank god im still alive till now .... lol .... really really wana thank Lina for being soo patient and making funny jokes all the time .... guess i shall chill a lil till the urge is there for another tattoo .... hohohohohoohohohoh .... its really really different as compared wit the before and after .....
To those who will be getting inked .... Happy Inkedy Inkie! and Have Fun people! ....
6:15 PM
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Most Sakai Day Ever ...Was out wit Michelle earlier to get our hair cut .... lol .... mine no big difference coz all i need is just some volume back at the top ... and Michelle ... her biggest transformation ... lol ... gonna take some snap shots of her tomolo .... hohoSlyvia picked me up together wit Mei Ling and off to Sze Mun's place ..... lol where we went ? KLIA ... for wat? those sakai girls wana c Vanness Wu .... swt ..... they had their great time stalking him in the airport while i hav my great time enjoying myself wit my fags and talking to some people around there ..... lol The best part .... coz im not really a fan of Vanness Wu , so i gave in when Sze Mun brought up the idea tat i will drive the car to the exit to get the girls when Vanness leaves the airport ... lol why not ? lol .....After 45 mins and almost falling asleep in the car in such a humid weather .... ma phone finally rang .... lol the girls was soo damn excited and asked me to get the car there ..... lol so i did and saw 3 sopo's running into the car like mad woman .... lol ... fucking funny i tell u! of coz ... Sze Mun took over and drove like a real mad woman chasing Vanness .... lol and tat was fucking funny to me somehow ..... lol .... i sat beside her yawning non stop .... but those 3 sopo's was damn excited ... damn ... the only thing i regret not doin was recording the whole scene .... lol The meter went up almost to 140 ... and realised tat the car was overheated .... lucky the car didnt explode man! .... so they decided not to chase on ... went to the nearest petrol station and let the car to chill a lil ....LOL .... went back to Sze Mun's place after that and followed Slyvia back ..... its sad coz 3 of us ended up getting lost at don know where ... and the jam was terrible .... lol luckily we managed to figure our way back and reached home about 7 .... lolAs i can say ... its the most sakai day today .... lol but i did had fun .... hoho!Tattoo day tomolo ... wohooo!!!! Lina! Im coming!!!
11:11 PM
Life Is a Bitch ....Imagine me cutting my wrist .. and just leave myself bleed to death ... so that i don have to bare wit the pain anymore .... Or myself taking drugs and ended up dying due to drug overdose ....... At times .... thinking ... what will the last thing u do when u know that u will take ur last breath tomorrow ? ..... that question really did make me questioning myself of what i wana do on the last day i live on this earth ? ........Michelle asked me that question earlier ... and i answered her that i do wanna take a superbike and race at the track ... i didnt gave her tat answer coz of what he is doin .... its something that i wanted to do since i was a lil kid ..... Its great all the time whereby some people do enjoy speed just like me ..... some might think that its stupid coz u might just get killed in the end .... well .. life is a bitch btw .... n its all fated if god wanted u to go up to him when the time comes .... The second thing i wanted to do is to get a huge ass tattoo on my back and calf .... call me nuts or what so ever ... as if i didnt get stares b4 at public .... do i look like monkey to u btw ? so y people like to judge me coz im doin something i like ? .... its ok la .. im used to it btw ..... But i just dont get it .... why people love to judge one another ? ... all i can say is fuck off and get away from me .... people dont appreciate my innerself but to judge me physically .... to u people .... fuck off from my life ... thank you =)Everything is getting out of control now ... its not abt wats goin on in my life ... its the way i handle things ... im just too numb ... i just lost my feelings to everything ... basically everything around me .... im soo blind .... im soo deaf ... i cant feel anything till i realised i got some cuts on my knee after seeing some blood splashing out from me .... till i saw blueblack on my body then only i know tat i hurt myself .... 3 sessions of tattooing and the amount of blood its more than enough to fill my sanitary pad ....n it was painless ... gosh .. im goin mad soon ....
12:55 AM
Never see such packaging b4 tho ... normally its just a typical square box ... lol 
Wohoo .... peekaboo .... the ring 
Tear drop .... tats wat i get myself into all the time ...
First Session .. took about an hour and a half to get it complete.jpg)
2nd session ..... about 2 hours just for the outlines
3rd Session .... only about 45 mins coz i didnt make any appointment tat time ....
About more than an hour .... during the 4th session .... 
Final stage ..... hohohoho ...took about an hour plus ....and its finally done ... 
