nah ... just for u
6:49 AM
If you are patient in one moment of anger, you will escape a hundred days of sorrow
8:33 PM
COMMEN SENSE WILL TELL U THAT IZIT POSSIBLE? REALLY SHALL SALUTE TO U MAN .. THOSE COCKS U MADE UP IS TRULLY UNBELIEVABLE.... WAHSAI .. IM IMPRESSED
AFTER SO MANY SHYTS ... N U DARE TO SAY STUFFS LIKE THAT ABOUT ME? WHEREBY NON OF THEM R EVEN THE TRUTH ...
U THINK THAT ALL THOSE STUFFS WILL MAKE U LOOK GOOD? I DON THINK SO MAN ... IT MAKES U LOOKING LIKE A REAL RETARD FOOL....
ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT ITS MY BAD TO ACTUALLY BLINDFOLD MYSELF ALL THESE WHILE....
ITS OK LA ... WATEVER MAN .... I HAVE NO TIME TO BABYSIT LIARS ANYMORE
2:26 AM
Giving people the benefit of doubts is just making a fool out of myself....
Memories will cherished forever but the pain remains forever ....
Fear of moving on ...having doubts about anything anymore ....
Falling once then i shall step up again ... but falling again kepts me wonder why is this happening to me
Maybe i was wrong about the human nature ... the truth beyond untold ... but the reality in life kept me blinded all the time ....
Its a drug ... an addiction to blindfold myself tat life is just a fairy tale ....
Waking up myself ... a step to a bitter life untold in future ....
Perception towards everything ... everyone seems to be sollow yet painful ...
Everything seems to be a self suicide ... the risk is uncontrolable ... never know when will i fall apart once again ....
Who am i suppose to trust anymore ?
11:32 PM
First of all ... wana thank Alia , Jiar , Shu May, Shazzy , Wayne and Zarul...... its done wei!!! hohohohohoohohohohohoho ... been working our butt off since 9 in the morning till 5 ......got the stuffs printed and wolla ...... its done and over wei!!! lol .... after all ... i shall just take it as never depend on people anymore man ..... watever la ... im NOT BOTHERED ANYMORE NOW...
And while at the Foyer .... we were asked to head to the photo shooting studio for some photo shoot ..... Jo and all also kena .... lol .... it was kinda funny btw ... everyone was posing wit the cam , video cam , laptop n all .... and Ronnie was damn funny! .... he is the only lectural who actually smoke wit his students .... lol .....i was at the coffee shop while waiting for those people to come ... he came n sat wit me and started yada yadaing abt everything? lol .... and not to forget that he gave me some tips for the next mass comm assigment ... lol thanks wei!!
K la ... my day was farked up since last night itself .... was on the phone for hours n hours man ... everyone was kinda piss for sure ..... including me la .....but im glad tat its over !!
Some mug shot of me and Shu May while at McD .....
poser la
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we love our tongue piercing! lol
the side effects man after such a hectic and chisin day ....
6:39 PM
This week wont be such a hectic week for me .... no presentation skills and no mass com class as ... hohohoho ... but have to go over to Naga DDB tis coming Friday ... it clashes wit my History of Arts! how la ...... sigh ......
Done another assigment for Computer Graphic .... Mr Low gave it to us today n asked us to hand it in today as well ... started la ... rush n rush .... finally all of us managed to finish it up in time .... tis wasnt our first time btw ... happen b4 ....
Now i have to brainstorm n kill some braincells for the magazine ... tat bloody Yvonne ... havent even finish our group assigment ... she throw us another individual assigment already! WTF .... damn bloody hate her man .... she is the only lectural tat pisses me off all the time .... never know if she is reading my blog now or not ... whatever ... its my blog btw .... peace to u Yvonne!
Oh yea... got a mug shot frm YC ... a candid shot of me n Cheryl frm Maison that night ... so here u go!
muahahaaha .... Flaming Lamborgini! ... Btw .... all the best to Pillow jie in her job interview! ....and my condolence to u my dear Jiar ... hope you are alrite k .....
p/s- mushroom ar .... mana lu! ... don la sesat at nowhere !
Finally im relief tat she is alrite .... don la give me heartattack again k ... u know tat im old already ... hehe .... but glad tat you are back my dear!
Alrite la .... tats all for now .... gonna do my assigment d .... take care people! ~cheers~
11:23 PM
Stuck in the world of self denial.....
Nothing seems to be real .... everything seems to be just an illusion ...
Blinded by everything around ...
Depression is taking over its toll ...
No one to hear the scream ... nor to wipe out the tears ....
What is going on? ....
Tho you no longer exist .. but each and every memories is the one controlling over everything ... basically everything in life .... When can i be awake from this fairy tale tat doesnt even exist at all ?
10:03 PM
It was Cherly's 23rd birthday yesterday! ... celebrated at Maison ... lol lucky i managed to get a table for all of us and of coz ... a bottle of Barcadi for FREE! lol ... love me everyone! hohohohohooh .. and also to celebrate Pillow's graduation ... lol wow .. time flies man
Guess what man .... MUSHROOM IS BACK LOL OMG ... damn farking happy!!!
LOL ... then Gine taught me how to shuffle ... i bet i looked like an idiot there shuffling wit my dress n heels ... lol but i had fun! lol
Alrite la ... i shall just let the pictures do the talking now ..
miss u a lot man!
3 of us got urself wasted last night man ...
lol tis explains how drunk we were
LOL
wit the Birthday girl! Happy Birthday Cheryl!
poser sial
lol i like tis pic!
7:33 PM
6:18 AM
Yahooo .... at last! done wit the layout for the Johnny Depp's article for the magazine .... lol thanks to Pillow man ... and of coz ... to the Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop as well .... hohohohooho
Got some pictures from Aunt Sookie .... hehe ... so here i am ... happily smiling all over again ... here you go people..
Baby Nathan ... my half chinese half vietnamiese cousin bro
Nathan with his mummy dearest ... i miss her a lot ...
Just got back from Wings Bistro by the way .... of coz ... went there wit Pillow ... hoho ... cant believe it man ... we hanged out 4 times this week! lol ... the highest record so far man .. and of coz ... same record with Sze Mun b4 she went off to US ....lol
I really love that place man ... awesome yet damn chillaxing place .... and the best part ... most of the time when we hit that place ... is for our assigments ... hohohoohoh .... and we managed to get our work done all the time! .... lol
Since i brought my lappie there earlier .... so and of coz ... we took some pictures ... wakaakaakaaka
ah ... the sakainess just started ...
i like tis pic somehow ... hohoh
lol ... happily posing wit our purchase few dayz ago ...
12:31 AM
at Wings ..a bistro at BB ... awesome place to chillax
our purchase ... lol
lol damn cute man!
was on the phone wit my jie .... lol tis pic is for u my dear!!!
10:09 PM
he look exactly like my aunt man!
i love him man ...
12:31 AM
Btw ... thanks Pillow for helping me out for da wings! lol ... and tat sakai now is lying on my bed reading my fav book .... lol she is hooked to it now ! sakainess!! told u its good ! hohohohoohohohohoho
K la ... tats all ... and nitez people
1:03 AM
At last ... done wit my presentation and sketch today .... can take a deep breath now man ... lol finally i can feel the wonderfulness of life ... lmfao ... k la ... don wana b so dramatic ... lol
Suppose to do the taggies from Kel Li and Sze Mun .... lol ... lazy la somehow ... later alrite! wana update abt myself first since i abandoned my blog for dunu how long liao ... hoho
Watched Invisible Target abt 2 weeks back! ... Awesome movie man! *two thumbs up!* ....its a must watch movie man! lol ... and thanks for da movie my dear! ... hope u get well soon *winks* ... and DOTA LESS !
Alrite ... back to today .... went over to 69 Bistro wit my Pillow dearest ! ... love that place man ... damn chillaxing and nice place to kap chais also .... hohohoohohohohohoho...
Both of us got ourself a newhair do! ... she got her locks curled which looks awesome on her while i got my fringe chopped .... sick and tired wit my no left no right fringe ... i got soo sick wit it till i actually clipped it up most of the time in college ... ended up looking like some immigrants from China.... lol
Some pictures we took just now wit my lappie ....
the two happy sakais
guess tis is why we both share the same surname ... lol
LMFAO LOL damn cute wei !
tis sakai was damn hyper man when she was in front of the webcam .... lol
Had an awesome time wit tis sakai pet sis of mine .... lol ... c u tomorrow alrite! ... love u girl!!
Btw .... to another goodfwen of mine(no name to be mentioned and don ask me who).... its hard for me to see you killing urself like that ... whats the point girl? ... life goes on no matter what .... its time to stand up and say its enough ... how much more pain u wana gulp in? .... no matter what ... im always here for u k .... love u girl ...
Last but not least ... hope Jiar's grandma will gets better ....
Alrite ... thats all for today .... till then! ADIOS!
12:19 AM
NDo u know me well enough?
