Love.... a self suicide

Saturday, June 30, 2007

Friday ...

At last ... done my presentation ....hope i didnt screw it up .... and as you all know ... i got no class on Friday! lol ... so Jack , NadiaZ and I headed over to KLCC for lunch .... met up wit Alia and her bf Shazzy there .... and Kristine came after while .....

Had lunch at KFC coz Jack wanted to try their new chicken chop .... lol yada yada ... then NadiaZ and I went n met up wit her mum coz she was there tat time as well ...

All 3 of us went gila at Zara coz they are having their sales .... sadly ... everything was pretty much of a dissapointment..... none of us came back wit any purchase .... =(

Dropped NadiaZ home ..... then i headed over to the salon to get my hair snipped ....just the top part coz its like damn flat already ... lol and finally the treatment arrives!!! .... weee ..... eh Prema! .... the salon aunty told me tat the stocks is running low now! ... better get it asap!!

After that .... came home and rested awhile .... rainsacked my whole wardrobe and now it looks like sampah ....and finally got the outfit for at night!! ~weeeee

Went over to NadiaZ place ..... then off we headed over to Asian Heritage row ..... makan at Morocco while waiting for Omar and Faz .....bump into Priya's mum! had some chit chat wit her then both of us headed over to Cynna ...then to LOFT ...... lol .....had our drinks and it was pretty sweet of that waiter there to give me a glass of ribena coz my tummy was feeling damn acidic that time ....

Bump into Ashley's sis! and her gang .... so i called Ashley and asked where is she... she went to Singapore ....swt...... lol

Met up wit the rest at Mojo ..... Omar opened bottle! ..... wahsai ... think tat fellow kena lottery or wat .... lol ..... yada yada ... shake our asses off then home sweet home .... was a damn tiring day man! .... but i had fun!!!

At Dome ....

Loving the deco at Morocco man

NadZ darling and I

Outside Loft ... inside was damn packed so we decided to sit outside to get a nice view around ... lol

taken by NadiaZ

Just got the pictures frm Jiar Jiar Binks! ... here you go ....

it was a candid shot by Jiar ... im not a poser alrite!

Jiar and I ... pretty shaky tho .....

LOL ... looking like a fool wit Alia .... busy doing our assigment

Alright ... tats all for now ... take care people! sayonara

12:43 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Pictures Update .....

Class today was trully boring ..... everyone was like so half dead and was about to fall asleep .... *yawns* ..... lol lucky us ... thanks to the invention of camera phones .... we basically took pictures the whole time at college today!!! lol

This was taken yesterday tho ... just got it frm Jiar

candid pic of me enjoying my teh o ice limao ... lol taken by Jiar

ciggie break! ... wit Alia and our backsides .... lol

lol its was all Alia's idea btw ... lol the camera man was Omar! lol

In class .... lol .... we r basically doing Visual Communication the whole time .... lol we communicate wit each other using the bluetooth at our cello ..... lol nonsense man

I love tis pic somehow! .... creation of Jiar Jiar Binks!!

After class at the coffee shop ... our usual hang out place

KKJ Girl! lol ... wit the compliment of Alia's ciggie ....

Daren the sakai and mua

lol cheese people!

Da guys .... stupid Omar and Faz ..... wat r u doin man?

And last but not least ... da girls!!

Just realised that actually there r 7 different races among the 8 of us! .... Alia is Malay+Chinese , Prema is Chindian , Jiar is Chinese+Thai , Daren is BabaNyoya , Faz is Malay , Omar is Malay+Chinese+Indian while Joshua and I are Chinese .... lol wat a great mixture of different culture and races man!

LOL ... alrite .... hav to get my butt off now to do my assigments .... till then!

5:31 PM

Updates ....

FINALLY!! ... finish doing my first tattoo using illustrator ... took me the whole evening man .... finally its done! ... one more to go!! ~weeeeeeeee

It was an awesome weekend for me I should say ... guess i shall start on last Friday instead .....

Friday ... college as usual .... got home around 7 and got myself prepared for yamcha wit Pillow and Chyi Junn! .... lol went over to OUG there at some cafe coz its the only place where Pillow can show me her laptop and teach me about Adobe ..... lol .... yada yada ... eat .eat ..... then got home around 11 plus .... thanks Pillow for everything!!!

Saturday .... Uncle Richard came and pick me up and both of us headed over to Imbi Plaza .... for wat? ... to get my laptop!!!! ..... coz Uncle Richard knows the person incharge there .. so managed to get some discount and of coz some other freebies as well .... lol .... guess i was the happiest girl alive man!

My new baby ......

thanks mum and dad and of coz Uncle Richard! ... love u all

And lastly .... tested the webcam ..... damn clear wei! hell a lot better than ma stupid old web cam

jeng jeng jeng!

Oh yeah .... celebrated Omar's bday not long ago ... here a mug shot of da bday boy!

(Alia busy cutting da cake ... lol )

Got home around 4 something .... then started doing my assigments .... NadZ came around 6 something then headed over to FGA to pick Jack up .... then to Annie's place ....

Tat sakai NadZ .... doesnt like her outfit ... went all the way back to her place to change while Jack and Annie headed over to Lake Edge first .... lol

On our way ato Lake Edge ... NadZ missed the turning ... lol so ended up hav to u-turn back on the way to Putrajaya ... lucky we didnt end up there ok! lol

Got there around 8 ... met up wit many humans! including my old long lost pet bro Wai Seng! and not forgotten Pn Valsala ... my all time favourite teacher !... had a great time wit everyone there .... camwhored a lil ... then Kel Li asked me to take a few pictures wit her b4 she goes off .... lol

Eat n eat .... was eating non stop tat day man! ..... lol .... the speech by Jack was awesome! ... GOOD JOB PIN PIN !!! .... hehe

Alrite ... some pics below .....

Anna + Jack Jack

i looked like im farking pregnant in tis pic! WTF
highskool buddies ! .. heart all of them! ... wat r u doin la Tomas?

The fact tat Jack is leaving to OZ haven sunken in yet somehow .... we grew up together and our fwenship lasted till now .... 14 years and still counting .....

Jack .... i gonna miss u badly .... thanks for everything man .... ur one really true fwen ....take good care of urself aite! AND REMEMBER TO GET A HOT MAMA AT OZ! ...... lol ... god bless Jack .... thanks for bringing god into my life ...... and of coz thanks again for everything .......

Sunday .... went over to Uncle Richard's place wit dad .... lol its funny to see tat french dude mopping the floor wit his towel around his waist .... wakakakkaka!!! im pretty surprised tho to see how neat and lovely his place is! ....coz as i know he is staying wit Uncle Jack ... so i budget tat 2 busy man wont even hav the time to clean their crib ..... guess ma prediction was wrong .... lol

Uncle Richard then helped me wit my assigment.... and he showed me his proposal as well ... guess i need another 20 years to master tat man ....

While both of us were busy wit the coms ..... Uncle Jack , dad and Uncle Eric was busy in the kitchen preparing lunch! wat we had ? STEAMBOAT! ~weeeeee

And as expected .... Uncle Richard took out a huge ass bottle of Guiness Stout ....as usual ... i ran away ..... wakakakkakakakakaakka ... went on9 wit my laptop .....n started my assigment a lil .....

Got back around 5 something ..... lol its a great day i should say! .... especially wit those sakai people .......

Reached home ... mum got my a bag for the laptop and a necklace as well! ... love u mum !

Monday blues ....class today as usual .... bump into Nat! she looks great wit her new hairdo! lol ... class ended at 3 but Jiar Jiar , Alia , Daren and I stayed back to do our assigment at CR3 .... do n do .. until i wana puke .... gahhhhh ..... cant take it no more .... drove myself home sharp at 4.30 ......then continue wit the work till 11 something ..... damn tiring man! .... one more to go!TIUZ .... presentation one Thursday summore! DOUBLE TIUZ!..... class tomorrow at 9 .. will b going for breakfast wit those sakais as usual then ..... lol ... alrite ... tats all people!

Btw ... some pictures b4 i goes off ....

lol laugh la laugh ... enjoying my drink k! ...wit Jiar Jiar Binks! ... pic taken by Darren

Prema and Alia!

Alright .... till then .... ciao chee ~bye~

12:14 AM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Design tattoos?

Got my homework for Illustratin .... and guess what ? i have to design 2 tribal tattoo! bet i was the only one jumping around happily in the class .....wakakakakakak ..... tis is a real bomb man! ..... lol tattoos!!!

Dad told me tat i will have to design a logo for the company .... wit the initial of JKJ .... tats my only thing to do for the company for now till i graduate ..... aiyoh ... how to design la ..... if asked me to design tattoo then ok la ... now logo ..... sighhzzz

Pillow will help me out! lol ~weeeeee .... tis woman here hurt her ankle ..... she told me tat she cried like fuck when she went for the urut thingy around her place ..... sighh .... c la! volleyball summore!!! better get well soon aite !

Btw ...... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OMAR! , and of coz ... to the triplets as well ... Terence , Jeremy and EanZhe! .... have a great one there alright ... take care ... and best wishes to all of u! ... god blesss

1:17 AM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

I wonder at times ....
When will I finally decide to wake up and move on .....
Leaving the pain behind and to convince myself ...
That it was only a dream ...

Sweet memories suppose to bring a smile to my face ..
Not pain nor tears down to my cheeks .....

Im still living my life with flashbacks of him no matter what ....
No matter where , when and why ....
His shadow stays with my all the time ....

When will I finally be awake from my dream?
Today or tomorrow? ....
Im only left with pain and a question with no anwer .....
But all I know for now is that .... time will tell .....

12:47 AM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

9 minus 3 hours of class today ....

Woohooo ..... first day in class today .... finally get to meet some new friends! i shall say the whole class! .... lol ... since my class only got 14 people ... its pretty easy to get along wit them somehow .... so basically i got myself 12 new friends excluding me and Prema of coz ..... lol

I thought tat i wont be able to survive the 3 hours of lecture for each subjects .... but time really flies especially in class! ... and they are nice enough to give us 30 mins break for each subject .... lol

After 6 hours of class ..... we were told that the last class was canceled and was taken off from the time table ... yeahooooo!!!! so no more 9 hours of class!!!!

Got our first assigment for Research Method ..... lucky its a group assigment .... if not i will go mad for sure .....

After class ..... all went for yamcha again and to discuss our assigment ... so basically i went for like 5 yamchaing sessions today including b4 class and when Shaz gave me a visit since he was at KDU that time .....

LOL ....it was damn funny especially 3 of them , Alia , Omar and Fareez didnt taste chinese tea before .... lol and Alia said the taste is damn blunt and said they didnt put sugar in her tea .... lol my dear ... no one drink chinese tea wit sugar la .... she just got back to Malaysia not long ago ... tats y la ....

Really really glad that everything went well today! ... just a perfect way to start my sem off .... ~weeeeeeeee

11:22 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

.... do you agree?

10:04 PM

First day at IACT .....

Orientation day today ..... went to SS2 around 8.15 in the morning tho the orientation only started at 10 ..... sounded real stupid ? lol .. coz i know i will b stuck at the Federal Highway for ages man on the way to college.... and i was right! ... 30 minutes in tat stupid highway ... and all i need is just to turn up to Kerinci Link ... like tat also 30 mins .... tiuz .....

Reached there around 9 ... and to get a parking is another problem ..... gahhhhh!!!! .... whole damn place was packed wit cars! ..... took me another 10 years just for a bloody parking .... tiuZ ..... Prema arrived after awhile then headed to the college .... 2 hours of orientation almost killed me ..... cant imagine tat i have to attend class tomorrow for 9 damn hours! WTF .....

Around 12.30 ... after yamcha at some nearby coffee shop .... went over to One Utama to shop shop for college .... ended up i bought a top instead.... wakakakakakkakakakakakakakakkaka ...... then went over to Wong Kok wit Prema to have some small bites to satisfy our hungryness while waiting for Pillow to come ....

Pillow came ... had our lunch .... yada yada ... till around 3.45 then off we went jalan jalan again ..... lol ..... bought some other stuffs (not for college) ... then home sweety home .....

Damn tired somehow ... and i really don know how to survive in tat 9 hours non stop class starting tomorrow at 9 in da morning ....dengz .......

Hope i wont kill myself tomorrow man ..... wish me luck people! and to Miss Pillow and Keeran ! yamcha soon k! needa destress myself .... headache liao ....

5:53 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

To those people who loves to judge others ....

First of all ... yeah ... im a smoker ... i smoke, i drink, i go clubbing, i got my skin tattooed and pierced as well .... so? its not a big deal ..... y u people wana judge me like tat coz all i wanted is just to be myself?

Its pretty rude i should say when they started giving u that annoyed cb face when they saw u holding a ciggie at your hand .... WTF ... ello? u dont smoke ur problem ... i wana smoke its my problem ..... do u have a problem about it ?

Look at your own beloved daughter or son first b4 judging people like tat ... u think that they r an angel ar? kiss my ass man! ...... tiuz ......

I really really dont understand why people love to judge others? u think urself damn perfect izit now? ..... hello? no one is perfect alrite! .... at least im not doin drugs or fucking around wit guys ..... now tats even worse ......

Im pretty much pissed when they started talking cock lecturing u there ... u think im dumb izit? i know smoking kills man! ..... i wasnt born yesterday u morons .... but its my choice to light up tat ciggie ..... i choose to ok! .....

And staring at my tattoos wit tat cb face as well ... ello ? never c tattoo b4 izit now? .... just bcoz u r being a pussy and dont have the guts to get urself tattooed ... u don have to go around bitching to everyone tat im scarring my skin or im turning into a bitch .....

Wateverman .... im tired and pretty fed up wit it already ..... wana say watever u wana say la ... as long u r happy about it .... ~peace (^_^)v~

And lastly ... a pic to those assholes .....

FUCK U!

.. dont ever judge smokers or those people who got themself tattooed ..... we are not criminals ... we didnt kill ur dog or watever shit.... look at urself b4 judging others .....

6:12 PM

Saturday, June 16, 2007

16th of June 2007 ...

Congrats to Aunt Sookie ! ..... she finally gave birth to a 48cm long and 3.45kg baby boy! .... just received her sms and she told me the good news about it! .... wooohooo!!! finally i got myself another cousin! ......

Tho the doctor told her tat the baby is suppose to be a baby girl ... she said that she was shocked when the baby peekaboo into this world ......lol summore the doctor said that her due is on the 8th which is my birthday ....but since the baby dont wana leave the mama's womb .... the doctor then have to induce her labour and force the baby out .... pityness man ....2 days of induction summore ..... sighh .....i think the doc got problem wan man .... his or her prediction are all WRONG! DENGZ!!!

She told me that she will name the baby Nathan! .... sexy and cute lil name for ma cute lil cousin ........

Now tats the way to start off my day! ..... IM HAPPY!!

Faster come back to KL k my dear spongebob aunt! .... me wana see the baby!! and of coz ... you as well .... take care and have fun to be a first time mum! ~weeeeeee

And ... IM EMPLOYED! WOOHOOOOOOO ..... tho i haven even start class for graphic design yet .... Uncle Richard's company wana employ me right after i finish my course for graphic design! now tats a real good news!

1:30 PM

Shopping + Shisha!.....

Jack came over to my place around 2 .... then picked NadiaZ up and headed over to Bangsar .... went to Bangsar Village then bump into Ashley Jane! .... yada yada .... shop shop around then headed over to Devi's for yamcha ....

After that .... 3 of us went over to Sg Wang! ...... since Isetan Sale started ! its shopping time baby! ....... 3 of us went gila ..... like never step into a mall before .... and i love the new collection from DKNY .... damn chun ! ....but of coz...the price also damn chun la!

Its an awesome retail therapy man! .... 3 of us was damn happy wit our purchases ... Jack got himself 2 pairs of pants and a top ... Nadia got herself a top and me? lol i got myself a purse ! finally .... a small purse where i can dump everything in it ... since i lost the one i bought it from MNG ... summore my bag is fucking small ... at last i can zip my bag man! woohooooooo

Dropped NadiaZ back and Jack's dad pick him up from my place ..... chilled awhile then picked NadiaZ up again and headed over to Hartamas , Uncle Dons to meet up wit Neresh and Ashley Jane ..... lol

Makan makan .... yada yada .... then Armaan came .... lol they played chor tai di and i watch them playing like sakais since i don wana make myself looking like a fool~im suck at it~.... lol Azreen and Elya was at Hartamas Square .... so NadiaZ went n gave them a visit ... after awhile ... i went to Square also .....

Yada yada .... then Zien , Roy , Neresh and Ashley came and joined us .... shisha again .... it was our second round for the nite ..... lol ... damn long never shisha d man! ... and mango flavour was a bomb!

Send NadiaZ back and here i am ... home sweet home.... lol

I had a great time man! ... laugh n laugh like a real sopo .... lol .... i had fun wit u guys man! .... c u guys again soon!

woohoooooooo

lol happy me!

tis is the coolest waffle man .... heart shape! i like!

Tho my feng shui was polluted while at Uncle Dons ..... didnt feel good all the time ... but its alrite! everything was great after that!

happy me!

Alright ... till then people! ciao chee!~bye~

1:13 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

The Funeral of Heart ....

Finally ... class will be starting tis coming Monday .... hope i wont regret wit the course im about to take .. wont end up just like Alevels .... keeping my finger crossed that i wont end up like wat happen at TARC .... stupid college ...

Woke in the morning feeling pretty crappy somehow ... sense something was up .... then i realised that he came online last night when my server was down ... its already 3 months since i last spoken to him .....

Some mother fucking bitches and asshole went n spam my friendster's picture comment .... WTF ... i dont even know u people! and they aint speaking ENGLISH .... dunu wat kikilala ding dong chisin lala language is that! gahhhhhhh

Why people cant just leave other people to live their life in peace? .... WTF is wrong wit u people man! .... wana spam also spam la those u know ! .... I DONT EVEN KNOW U PEOPLE! TIUZ!

Finally got my fringe chopped .. all just happen after i got my passport picture taken ... i looked like a real hidious retard .... its pretty short now .... but at least ... i can c my face ! waaahaaaaa

Went over to Alexis last Tuesday wit Pillow and Keeran .... had my Meringue! now tats a real retail theraphy for me ! ~weeeeeeeeeeeeee and was at Hartamas Square on Wednesday wit NadiaZ , Ashley Jane , Neresh , Armaan and their fwens .... lol .... damn long never shisha already ... finally get to taste it again after sooo long ......

Pillow is busy wit her assigment lately ... lol .... and the best part she have to do research about lubricant! lol ... sadly i cant help her out .. i don even buy condoms ... lol wat abt lubricant? lol

I wonder how is Sze Mun doin at US ..... really really miss her badly .... hopefully everything will be alright for her .... b strong k babe! ... anything im always here for u .... tho we are miles apart ... but its only a phone call or sms away...

Btw ... HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRIYA! ... dont finish all the liquor at OZ k! lol .... faster find a hot n sexy hunk! hehe miss u too girl!

Finally ..... cant take it anymore ... my emo stage is rising up like a real bitch ..... bought a small lil pressie yesterday and hope it can put a smile back onto my face ....