Dragged Stepipi to the salon yesterday somewhere near our place .... lol ... to pamper ourself of coz .... =P

At KLCC wit Prema

At The Curve

U guys did bring back the Christmas spirit to me ... i cant say anything more than a million thanks to u guys .... tis is when i learn that true fwens will always b there for u when u needed someone to turn to ... love u guys hell a lot ...

11:49 AM

GUESS I KNOW WAT KINDA PERSON U R NOW ... ITS OVER AND NO WORRIES ... I AINT A STALKER ... IM CUTTING IT OFF NOW .... U HAVE YOUR LIFE AND I HAVE MINE ...

NO POINT OF ME GETTING SO DAMN MOTHER FUCKING MISERABLE ABOUT UR FUCKED UP ATTITUTE ... I WONDER WHO IS BEING IMMATURE NOW ... LOL ...

I DID WHAT I HAVE TO DO ... ANYHOW , TO TELL U THAT I HAVE NO REGRETS ABOUT IT ... I DID LEARN A LOT TIS TIME ....

I BELIEVES THAT WHAT GOES AROUND WILL COMES AROUND ....SO KEEP YOUR SEPET EYES OPEN ...

4:43 PM

Revenge is sweet people ..

1:46 PM

Life is full of shyts ....

All i wanted is just a nice xmas wit my love ones ....
Will that be possible? kiss ma fucking ass ....

-the end-

1:21 AM

Thurs-Day ...

Was out the whole day today ... went mv wit mum n both sis .... then went to Hannah's place ....yada yada awhile then off we went to Plaza Mont Kiara coz both of ma cousin sis will b performing there .... it was great ! .... i did enjoyed myself .... hehe

Shasha came ... the event started at 7 and ended around 9 .... went back to Hannah's place .... Shasha picked Chai Hong up and off we went to 69 Bistro again ....

Didnt spend much time there wit them ... was out all the time enjoying my ciggie and on the phone wit Prema ...

Somehow .... its a pretty depressing nite i should say ....

I wonder how ma xmas tis year will be like ..... i don know ....

1:02 AM

2:45 AM

I wannn ... cisss ... nicer than ma irony ok

You better love me more man .... *evil grins*

Tattoo pictures ....

At Borneo Ink

12:29 PM

My Style ... My Life ...

Pretty depressed and dissapointed as usual ... but oh well .... its out of my control ....

I'm loving ma tattoo .... cant wait to get it complete next Friday .... dying to get buzzed somehow ... lol ... like wat babe said ... ' its damn addictive!' ....

Somehow ... think of it... the question of y i wana get myself inked always been popping in ma mind .... but i cant imagine myself without any .... its not about trying to fit in or watever shyts ... its the way i express myself ...

I started getting piercings when i was only 8 and got my very first tattoo when i was 15 ... from getting my ear pierced to getting my tounge done .... every single one of it do represent something to me ... till this year ... i retired most of it and now left wit ma tounge , belly , inner conch and tragus piercings .. and ma ear lobes as well ... kekekeke ....

Started really investing in body tattoos back last year ... till ma 5th one .... tis is the biggest piece i had ever get ... and im really loving it to bits ... the story behind it will b treasured the most ...

I know since day one ... many of them don like the idea of me stepping into the body modification world .... some even looked at me differently in a way that im a 'bad' gurl .... lol .... people do label me all the time ... but its the way of who i am doing something that i really love to do .... its not a crime anyway ....

Somehow .... i felt pretty lucky to hav fwens who do accept me for who am i ... and some in the same path as me as well ... its great to see babe getting his 4th tattoo done few months back ... somehow i can see something which relate both of us the most .....

Its even awesome to hear from fwens that they will b getting their skin inked ... from Prema to Ben ... and today .... Chingy got herself her very first tattoo ... hehehe ... welcome to the world of body mods!!!.... hav fun wit it people ...

Babe alwayz tells me to get one which do relate to me and myself .... i did buy his words and till today ... i didnt regret wit any of ma tattoos .... =) ....

Each tattoo i hav do come along wit a story behind .... and the most meaningful one is ma 5th tattoo ....

Btw ... will be helping Lina next week for some photo shoot thingy ... she will hav her first portfolio ... lol ... so u guys .... if u do happen to flip thru it ... don b surprise to see me posing there ... kakakakaakakka

And happy getting inked people .... god bless ...

2:39 AM

Inky Inked ....

Yeah ... i got myself another tattoo again .... this time is damn huge ... have to go back for another session next friday .... lol

Was inspired by the iban's tribe tattoo .... lina is being kind enough to sketch one for me .... haha ... i love her dearly ....

Went there around 10.30 ... but tat prema arrived around 11 ... lol .... gonna smack her pretty soon .... yada yada awhile then off to borneo ink...

Edwin was there .... talk talk awhile then here comes the woman .... LINA lol .. she showed me the koi fish i wanted ... but told her to keep it for next time ....lol ... she was pretty cool wit it .... lucky me .... then yada yada the whole time there about my trip to Sarawak ... since she is from there ... she asked me to follow her next yr end of jan to kuching .... she told me i did miss a lot ... deng !!!

Took her almost 2 hours to sketch my tattoo out .... lol ... damn many lines and complicated man .... even i also pening liao .... hahahahahahahaha ...

Called babe b4 getting killed by lina ... haha told him that im nervous! he said tats the best part .... swt.... told me tat i will still b alive and to chill myself out ..... hahahahaha .... another dumb dumb fellow .... some clients came to his place last nite after chatting to him on the phone .. told me they came to settle some cheque thingy .. he is still the same babe i know .... double swt yorrrrr .....

Started getting inked around 2 ..... lol .... edwin was like ... pain ar? ok ar? he looks more excited than me somehow .... ended around 4 .... got break in between of coz .....

She sloted me in next week ... to get it done ... and b4 i can go off .... she retouched ma butterfly tattoo ... tat was the killer man .... almost got me killed ..... sigh ... like wat they said .. it pays to b beautiful ... koff koff ... konon .... hahahaha .....

Called babe right after im done ... he was busy working ..... talked to me on the phone n talked to his workers as well ..... can hear him shouting here n there .... sighh .... he asked me how was it ... told him im still alive man!! .... hehe ...

Kla ..... damn tired now after such a long hour getting buzzz buzzed ..... hope i will still b alive for xmas eve ... lol ... god bless people .... goodnight ...

10:40 PM

Im back people ....will post abt ma trip later...
Im damn devastated now ... wana drop down to ma knees and cry my lungs out ....

Talked to babe earlier .... too bad he got guest at his place so i cant talk to him for long ... =) ... found out sometime which makes me sick to my stomach ... i don know am i over sensetive or what .... but too bad ... i am who i am ...

I cant hold on for long ... im dying soon ....

Y ?

12:11 AM

Delayed....

My flight has delayed to today evening ... lol ... wat to do? peak season now and everyone is in da holiday mood .... lol

Was out drinking last nite wit dad , ma uncle , ma godpapa and few more fwens ... first time in ma life i had 9 shots of Gin Tonic<3 .... lol ... the side effect is getting pist drunk and puke till 2 in the morning ... lol .... hahaha lucky no hangover like last time ...

Called babe around 10.15 last nite ... he just got home ... and took his dinner in the car while driving .... sigh .... he just got back from Sepang ... and it was a damn tiring day ... he was kinda blackout last nite .... he told me he is damn fucking tired and stress .... today he will be going to Sepang again but this time will be racing on the track later in the evening ... hope he will have a great time vrooming around there ... but of coz safety comes first .... told him about my flight later ... he laughed at me when i told him tat i didnt sit in a plane for more than 16 years addy ....lol .... he told me tat everything will be alright and not to worry.... remember wat i told u babe ... gonna miss u ..... be a goodboy yea! lol ... love u baby ...

Heard from Terence that tattoos in Sarawak is awesome ... apparently one tattoo artist there is the best ... tak tau apa nama dia .. but do hope that i can get one b4 getting ma ass back to KL ... *evil grins*....

Orite .... im actually at Hannah's place ... lol ... waiting for her to get her bumm bumm back ... sigh .... i hate waiting

Tomorrow is daddy's birthday! ... lol ...
HaPpY BiRtHdAy DaDdY! love u always !*muaks*

12:45 PM

Im going off to Sarawak tomorrow morning ... depending on ma flight .... so i cant come on9 for a week or 2 .... so take care people ... and remember to miss me yea aite hehe .... sayonara ...

Gonna miss ma babe .... =(

11:07 AM

Tiring Day ...

Helped Kimmy out today at Decanter since she is sort of staffs and today they will be holding an event for the HP company the whole evening till nite .... start working from 3pm till 10.30 at nite ... gosh ... its damn fucking tiring ... lol but i had fun especially wit dumb dumb Prema working our cute lil ass off there .... kakakkakaka

The whole event thingy cost them around 7k ... gosh man .... and as a compliment .. they gave us free fags and free meals from Mcd ... hohohohooh .... not bad ... but wat makes me damn depressed was .. they gave out Nokia N80 ! ... more than 8 units were distributed among them man! gave out 4 units of CPU and 8 units of the HP's monitor as well ... wow ... money drop from sky man!

After working .. both of us went to Hartamas Square to grab a bite and chill a lil while .... saw babe's fwen ... but i forgot her name ... lol ... send Prema back then home sweet home...

Called babe while i was at Hartamas Sq ... he told me he just got home as well ... just finish his job not long ago .... told him about my job ... and he started nagging there saying tat i work a bit also complain addy ... true la ... he started working from 9am till 10.30 at nite ... bet he is 3times more tired than me now .. and my statement was proven when he asked me wat day is today ... i said wednesday dear and he tot today is tuesday .....told me he cant remember at all .... hahaha !! ... he got to work tis Sunday as well .. gonna send his clients and some bikes to the airport ... dunu to where la ... sigh ... i miss u dear ... take more rest k .. n sleep like a piggy! hehe ... nite dear ....

Did learn a lot today ... pretty eye opening kinda job ... different people wit different characteristic .. guess tats y the world is soo damn colourful ... realised tat majority of the OLs there are all smokers tho .... whack all the boozes like no ones business ... guess tats y they said .. never judge the book by its cover ... hehe ... i buy tat now !

Okie dokie la ... wana sleep like a piggy now ... *yawns* ... im dead tired ....

12:53 AM

Tuesday...

Chatted wit babe for about the whole half an hour .... he is still working his cute lil butt off repairing his customers bike .... told me some petrol tank thing is leaking and was repairing it for the pass 3 hours .. he is at home summore and tat was like 11 at nite .. will b working at Sepang till Friday instead of Wednesday .... gonna go on the track tis Saturday summore ... sighh .. i really miss him a lot .... he is working 24/7 now ... its hard sometimes for me to see him like tat ... he don even hav the time for his own ... he told me his best fwen now is beers ... wat the ...well .. ma buddy now is ma beloved dunhil haha ... still the same old dear i know .... hehehe ... no matter what dear ... im always by ur side .... love you always .....

Went out wit Prema today ... lol ... Mont Kiara there to OU ...then back to Mont Kiara ... haha ... had a great time wit tat woman ... n she is fucking hilarious somehow ... lol .. its great to have a fwen like her ... =)

Both of us did hairwrap at Dragonfly .... Terence told me tat Kiki is now working at another branch at The Curve ... aiyohhhh ... yada yada there ... n tat fellow is another joker ... and btw .. im loving ma hair now ... HOHOHONESS

Im basically laughing the whole day today .... gonna b a mad woman anytime soon people ..

Guess its a great day for me ... im happy ... =)

11:21 PM

omg ..... im seriously in love now ...

2:16 AM

10:58 PM

Irezumi ....

KOI TATTOO - Probably surprising to many westerners is the large amount of myth surrounding these beautiful fish. It is known outside Japan as the brightly colored white, golden, orange and even calico colored fish which fascinate private collectors but which can also be found in public ponds. However, the Japanese carp or koi is one of the more popular and beautiful of Japanese tattoo symbols -- a beauty which belies its symbolic meaning. Although Chinese in origin, the carp in Japan is celebrated for its manly qualities. It is said to climb waterfalls bravely, and, if caught, it lies upon the cutting board awaiting the knife without a quiver -- not unlike a samurai (warrior) facing a sword. This theme dates back to ancient China, where a legend tells of how any koi that succeeded in climbing the falls at a point called Dragon Gate (on the Yellow River) would be transformed into a dragon. Thus it became a symbol of worldly aspiration and advancement. Eventually, the stoic fish came to be associated with so many masculine and positive qualities that it was appropriated for the annual Boys' Day Festival in Japan when colorful, streaming koi flags are traditionally displayed for each son in the family. In tattoo imagery, especially in combination with flowing water, it symbolizes much the same -- courage, the ability to attain high goals, and overcoming life's difficulties.

Kinda like the koi fish tattoo .... plan get it on ma back .... babe told me he wana get a japanese sleeves .... lol .... gonna save up for it then starting today...

Still remember that day i brought babe over to Borneo Ink to get his tattoo done ... damn funny ok! .... guess what do we have in common? both also tattoo freak ...swt

Im into oriental design kinda tattoo ... from chinese dragon to japanese geisha .... i like! ...wonder how will i look like after 5 years? ... i don wana imagine also ...

12:26 PM

On our way back

1:55 AM

Christmas is just around the corner ....
Still remember last year ... spending my xmas at Cockpit wit babe..
Having such a wonderful time there ....

Christmas is ma fav celebration thru out the whole year ...
CNY or birthdays is never better than that ...
The love of giving wit their most generous smile will never fail to brighten up someone's day ...
Family will then gather and enjoy this beautiful scenery together ...

My only wish for christmas tis year is to spend my xmas again wit babe ....
Really misses him a lot ....

8:08 PM

Comparism.....

I felt pretty weird actually when it comes to taking picture ... till yesterday ... i discover this that makes me wana gag pretty badly ....

The before picture was taken about few months back ....OMG .... besides wearing the same top =.= .. realised that ma face shape changed d ... where is ma chubby cheeks!?!?!? ma trademark! and ma chin has became more prominant now .. WTF

I dowana b like ! ehm ehm ... u know who Stepopi .... i damn look like a zombie now ...blackcircles around my eyes ... eyebags ..... bad skin .....karat hair ... help me people ..... =(

11:44 AM

Friday ...

Had a great time today ...

Went for breakfast wit Stepopi at Genting Klang ... as usual ... for Suah Mee hehe ...babe vroom vroom in his bike around again ... n as usual ... without his helmet ... gonna smack his head pretty soon ... packed some siew pau for him then and off we went to Lot 10 ...

Stepopi bought some dvds for her bro , a handbag for her mum and a necklace for herself ...tat woman i tell u .. she broke her nail and it bleeded like fuck ... n still got the mood to shop for her heels .. sopo memang sopo la ....

Went over to Starhill then ... snap snap around and went over to her place ...

Met up wit dad and relatives at Hannah's place after that ... had some talk wit them and off to Hapen wit dad

Uncle Zul came after awhile ... tat fellow i tell u ... kept on ordering Gin Tonic for me non stop ... had 5 shots and went into the Casino ...lol ... nice place tho ...

Had some convo wit the PR's there ... realised tat everyone do have a story of themself ... from about their education to their relationship issue ... was told tat one of them resigned recently and went for GRO ... wats GRO ? prostitution ... its sad to hear that somehow ... 50 bucks for one sitting ... and the girl is all urs ... WTF rite!

Some told me that they gonna further their education ... and one gonna get engaged pretty soon .. its great to hear that .. best wishes to them ... hope they will hav a bright furture ahead ....

On ma way back ... got road blocks and got stuck in that mother fucking jam ... called babe then to cure ma boredom ... he just got home awhile ago and tat was like almost 11 ... told me he gonna head to Sepang tomorrow morning for some bike thingy ... hope he get himself some pretty good rest tonite .. miss u dear ... *muaks*

Alrite ... here goes the pics then ...hehe ...

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