Love.... a self suicide

Monday, October 29, 2007

BLOODY HELL ... U KNOW WAT? IM NOT BOTHERED ANYMORE ...

2:27 PM

Fucken College ..

Bloody hell ... i rush my assigment like fuck the whole yesterday for tat stupid 100 slides presentation .... just now college called me and told me class canceled ... MCH .... waste my time ... summore i woke up so early for wat? .... cb tootssss ... rush my sketch book also ... draw n draw so tat i can hand it up today ... now? ..... WAT THE HELL MAN ..... wat kinda cb college is tis ! .... stupid fark tarts .....everytime also last minute ..... everything also last minute .... MCH ... ..... gahhhhh!!!

8:59 AM

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Finally ..

I can breath! done wit my com graphic's final assigment which almost causes me permenant brain damage .... lectural is being damn picky man ... sad to day ... his expectation is just not any of our taste .... first time i did my work like so damn colourful ... looks like a forest to me .. but wat to do? tat is wat he wanted from us .... kanasaiiiii

Printing cost me 40 bucks ... bloody rip off ... but tat nice Mr Experdite is so damn funny! and now i know where i can get designs from already .. hoho bloody con job sial!

Sorry people .. i know i've abandoned my blog and my fwens for awhile .. wat to do .. i don even hav time for myself man!

My final presentation tis coming monday ... after tat? LANGKAWI HERE I COME!

Cant wait to get out of KL man! .... eish eish

damn bloody messy and looks like a rainbow sial .. and he still wanted me to add more stuffs!

the final product which im not tat happy about by the way ... but wat to do ... lectural is the boss now!

7:24 PM

Sunday, October 21, 2007

alcohol is the only thing tat keeps me off frm my mind ... the pleasure of getting drunk is just marvelous ... u tend to forget about stuffs that is bothering u all these while ... so cheers people~

11:23 PM

life is just a full of shit wit multiply lies that im not bothered anymore

10:36 PM

Saturday, October 20, 2007

bunch of mother fucking morons!

12:56 AM

Friday, October 19, 2007

bunch of bastards!

10:31 AM

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

What If....

I have a million bucks in my account and i would rather leave KL .....

Im rather a strong inside then i wouldn't need to cry myself to sleep all the time ....

Im a bitch so that i wont get myself hurt so easily ..

I dont care or give a fuck to others ... i wont even have to be bothered about human nowdays ...

But then .... my only wish now is to leave KL ... to start a new adventure in life ... a new beginning .....

7:03 AM

Monday, October 08, 2007

Sakaism...

Yea ... i cut my own bangs again ... lol wat to do ... damn broke now mannn

laugh all u want now ...

Was taking some pics ... then lil sis came n kacau me .... lol

lol sakai wit her sotong face ... lol

ahh ... sleepy d?

aisehman ..... like tat also can?

10:36 PM

Sanctuary ...

Tomas and Kah Hong came and picked me up and headed to Fitris while waiting for Ben and Lung to arrive ... yada yada .. and its been awhile since i last lepak wit my fellow highskool buddies man ... lol ... then gave Tomas's studio a visit .. and fell in love with the two lovely cats there man! ... nice place to chill out tho! ... hoho

Then 5 sakais headed over to The Curve to meet up wit Dave they all ... lol .. opened 3 bottles of Black Label which gotten myself real tipsy .... lol but it was fun! hohohohohohooh .. tho the place sucks but i got my old buddies wit me all the time ... hohohohohoohohohhohohohoho ... and as usual ... they drank like a cow there as if there will b no tomorrow mannnn .... lol drank till 2 then headed over to old klang road for bak kut teh! .... lol all bloody pork eater .... lol ... all i can remember was my rice was all over the table n i spilled the soup ... lol lol !

It was real hilarious somehow! ... lol ... and it was an awesome time i had wit them! .. lol pics is with dave so im waiting for tat bugger to send me the pictures .... hohoohohoho

Today marked the day of depression to me somehow .... oct 7th ... wow time really flies man .. if u know me well u should know wat happen on the oct 7th 2 years ago .... sigh ... emoness .....

Oh well .. guess i shall transform myself into a lesbian and pillow will b my first target now ...

Being treated like a real trash aint any funny matter to me now ... wat the fuck is wrong wit the world man ...every single assholes is the main pain in the ass ... Watever la .. screw life and im gonna b a real bitch now ... fuck those assholes and salute to the bitches! .. like it or not its non of my fucking problem now ...

12:10 AM

Saturday, October 06, 2007

Yo yo ...

Wow ... realised i didnt update my blog for sometime ... haha ... at last im done wit my first sem in college ... and tat was really really fast tho! ... last class was last Thurday .. ended with our final presentation for Hardip's class ...

My group consist of Jiar , Liyana , Gary and Prema ... and we have to come up wit something with this two words , Freedom and Weary ... lol ... we opt to do a sketch about a doctor(Gary) who is tied up with his work and faces death all the time .. he gotten himself depressed and sad while his wife (me) is really really racist towards the "black" ... then while on the plane , a "black" pregnant lady(Prema) ... wanan kentut the baby out .. then the wife objected her husband to help her coz she is "black" .. lol but the husband didnt bother about his wife and helped the lady to deliver the baby ... lol lol lol ... so then the husband told his wife that its a freedom of choice tho opt wat we wana do ... something like that la .. ended up i cant stop laughing my way through the sketch especially during rehersal ....but i had fun with my group members!

lol b4 our sketch ... lol wat r u doin la omar .... lmfao!!

at the hospital ... lol jiar jiar the narrator .. hoho

when prema about to kentut the baby out .. wit my "husband"lol gary there

lol fazrin the airsteward helping out wit the pilot omar and the rest of the passanger ...

LMFAO LOL finally .. the baby is out wit my pissed face behind gary ... lmfao

HAHAHAHAHAHA ... it was a great experience man ... lol realy had fun ! tho i have to be the bitch la ..... eish eish ... lol lol but it was all worth it!

Was at Flam b4 Pillow went off and the week before as well ... went there wit Pillow , Cheryl and Sotong ... lol had fun man! it was my first time stepping into Flam at Sunway ... tho the club is dominated wit lalas .... but i had my part of fun ! ....

bump back into Nick at Flam ... lol

After Flam .... pillow and i went for a swim at my condo there ....lol omg man .. didnt felt so relaxed for so long ... really really had fun at the pool wit Pillow dear ... sighh ... i miss u d man ...

lol i know lala ok mushroom! ... lol

kena bully .... sobz sobz!! T_T

at the pool ..... lol

Guess wat people ... Ben is back! ~weeee ... he came wit bang to find me at my place ... lol and of coz .. i bring along my absolute citron together with me n headed down to the pool side ... hohohohohoohoohohohoh ... its been awhile since i last saw these two monkeys ... lol

damn dark addy man !

bang and i

Oh yeah ... The Garden open liao! .... i went gogogaga there wit Steph ... i forgot when but it was not long ago ... lol .... and thanks mum for her credit card ! ..... kakakakakakakakka

with Steph ... lol

Went to Maison last Thursday and it was a bomb! ..... went there wit Prema , Ben and Josh .. had our dinner there and headed over to Maison then .... lucky we managed to get a table wit the help of the staff there .... lol lol ... most of my seniors and juniors came ... lol can say its like a reunion for fellow IACT .....

Bump into a lot of people there .... from my highskool juniors to Wee Boon ... lol and not to forget Nat and gang as well!! lol ... just like another reunion wit my fellow fwens ! .... haha ... Hazel came wit her gang as well ... gosh ... i really really had a blast!

And from far ... i spotted Fried Nangka! LOL i ran to him immediatly ... and guess wat ... Weng n all will b coming as well .... LMFAO ... lol

I didnt enjoy myself tat much b4 for such a long time ... lol really really had fun! ... hope to c u all soon aite!