Ma living room (downstairs) ... =(

Where u can find me at most of the time ... bye bye cabinet! bye bye table!

Guess i wont be blogging for a couple of days ... tat new house don hav telephone line yet ... how la dei ... cant on9! ... eishhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHH ... so if u guys miss me .... u know wat to do then ... haha ... send me ur pigeon or use the telegram .. lol ur choise ... kakakakak

Btw ... was on the phone wit him today .... tat fellow slept off last nite after work ... =.= ... typical him ....

Gonna head to Uncle Zul's place tis tuesday for raya ... yipeee!! ... gonna sapu the food there ... lol diet? ahhh ... fuck it ... enjoy first ....

Next paper will b tis coming thursday .... business paper 3 ... last paper for tat subject ... tis paper will b 3 hours long man .... wtf .... write until tangan patah .... eishh hate tis subject ...

Ok la ... hope i will come back on9 pweetyy soon .... meanwhile take care people ... n Happy DeepaRaya!

:: Kampai! ::

10:35 PM

Sat-Ur-Day ....

Yesterday...
Was busy lately ... moving house and exam ... tho i haven touch maths yet ... eishh .....
Went to Ohana last nite wit dad and uncle .... i had a great time laughing ma ass off and of coz ...4 bottles of kampai and fags as a compliment lol ....

Uncle - eh Nana .... u gained weight addy man ...
Nana - lol look who is talking ....
Uncle - well .. i did make a lot of improvements k .... from 6 packs to 3 layers ... smaller addy wei ...

=.= "

Asked ma uncle abt air stewardess .... damn ... he knows everything man .... well ... seriously i got many infos from him .... of coz la ... his gf is a stewardess in MAS ....
Told me tat a new plane will b coming in .... 83X somethin la ... don remember ... so that time they will need more crew ... lol

One of the waitress there taught me how to play the dice game ... the one wit 5 dice n a cup thing .... kakakaka ..... damn fun! played wit her ... then another waitress ... then wit ma dad ... then .... LMAO WIT 3 IRANIAN CHICKS ... they came over to ma table n said wana play wit me .... hohohohohoho .... two brunette and a blonde ... chunted

Came back pretty late ..... 1 something .... not tipsy ... but was pretty emo ....
I hate it when people say that they will but they didnt .... i don understand why either ....
Had a convo wit sze mun till 5 am .... lol .... she is reallly sweet .... tho i met her only once at bangsar mcd .... we can really click along pretty well ... haha ....
Somehow ... she did make me realised a lot of things .... those stuffs tat i've never tot of b4 ... well ... she did make ma day =) ... thanks gurl ....

edit:: ooo yeah ... dad found out about ma ankle tattoo .... lol lucky he was pretty cool wit it ... kakakakakaka ... yay man ... he knows abt the ankle only ... no the other two =.= ....

Today..
Waking up feeling pretty crappy .... just sick to the stomach ....
Read back those sms i send him last nite ... it was just rather dissapointing ...
I just cant smile anymore ....

Steph once told me that most ma post sounded damn depressing .... yea gurl ... coz i am...

His 21st bday is coming soon .... double sigh ...

Well ... hope something can brighten up ma day ....
but sadly , miracle dont exist anymore ....
God bless people .... =) .... meanwhile take care ....

11:14 AM

Rainy Day ....
by Ayumi Hamasaki

Wasure taku nai koto nara
Oboeyou to shinaku temo
Wasureru koto nante nai
Sou shizuka ni kanjiru

Are wa aru samui hi de
Tsuyoi ame no naka
Boku wa tada kimi dake o
Machi tsuzukete ita

Moshi ima ga boku no owari
Datta to shitara sore demo
Kamawanai to omoeru hodo
Nani mo kowaku nakatta

Shiawase ni warai au
Hitobito ga boku no
Sugu soba o nando demo
Toori nuketa kedo

Hitori kiri kasa mo naku
Tachi tsukusu boku wa
Dare yori mo odayaka ni
Hohoende ita

Kogoeru te o kazashite
Arawareta kimi o mite
Nakidashi sou ni natta no wa
Kanashimi no sei ja nai

Bokutachi o isshun no
Hikari ga terashita
Korekara no yuku michi o
Iwau kano you ni

p/s - Shinjite aisuru hito....Watashi no naka de kimi wa ikiru.....Dakara kore kara saki mo zutto....Sayonara nante iwanai.... =)

2:32 PM

Fry-Day ...

Business paper two was pretty ok today .... not as bad as i tot it would be .... hehe ...
Its Friday today and im rotting at home ...
Pouring like cats and dogs btw .... yay man ... bye bye haze!!

Something is wrong wit ma phone ... cant charge .... deng =.=
Cant plug in the headphone as well .... guess its time ...
Always wanted the Dopod 838 ... but expensive lo....
Rather spend the money for something else .... =)

Been torturing my hair lately ...
From da chemical treatment to frying it every single morning ...
Sighhh .....

A 'fwen' send me a sms today .....

'Hey , nowaday did u hear any save petrol product? is like medicine , b4 pump put 1pc to petrol tank. It's really can save around 10 to 20%. Interest?'

First of all ... i dont understand wat he is trying to say ... =.= .... and medicine ar? ma car is not down wit a flu dude ...

So i replied ,

'Er , i dowan ma car to explode ... thanks neway =)'

After few minutes ....

'Your fwen ler? help me sell it ma ... i give u commission la ... hehe '

Aiyo ... i don even know wat the heck is tat .... getting commission for putting ma fwens at risk ? haha .... no thank you ....

Its sad at times ... fwens will only come to you when they need your help (not all la) .... when u need them ? haha ... they don even gib a fuck about you man .... so why should i fucking care? ... i didnt even bother to reply tat petrol seller "fwen" of mine ...

Btw ... 'HAPPY DEEPAVALI PEOPLE' .... don get overdose wit those murukus .... haha ....

Thats all .... have a nice day ... sayonara .... kampai des!

p/s -working on a public holiday... budget la ... like what u said ... we dont celebrate deepavali also ... haha ... u got the point! ... =P

7:58 PM

Fuck you mother fucker
Hope u rot in hell and choke to death
Fuck off

3:49 PM

Spreading the Strawberry Love .....

Just make one lil strawberry for ma lil sis .... since she is sick ... and still doing her homework next to me now .... haha ... what a good gurl .....

Gonna make another one for ma another sis ... who still goes to skool tho she just finished her UPSR examination ...

No paper today .... gosh .... damn stress and tension these few days ... tomorrow will be business paper 2 ... damn the nenek la ....

Was on the phone wit him earlier .... haha ... at least he did destress me a lil ... till he asked me about ma exam yesterday .... =.= .... nevermind .... at least im smiling now ok ....

Colouring my hair now .... needa cover up the lalaness at the tip of ma hair .... its damn irritating .... always turn into coper or yellowish after a few wash .... eish .... like what they said ... it pays to be beautiful .... LMAO ....

Gonna head to the new house later .... gosh ... this time gonna bring a huge bag wit ma mp3 , mags , revision book , snacks bla bla bla b4 i stoned to death ....

Craving for fags lately ... well ... like what i told dad ... its better to b a first hand smoker than a second hand smoker ... kakakakakkaka .... should see the way they laugh man .... lucky dad didnt knock or smack ma head .... teeeheeee ....

Arlalala .... what ever man ... anything u guys wana think about me ... i aint gonna gib a damn ... *bluek* ...

I cant believe this man ... im having exam now and im sitting in front of the com ... while both of ma sis finish their exam addy ... but still reading and doing their homework ... wat a useless bitch ....

Hope tomorrrow's paper wont be as bad as yesterday .... matrix organisation .... ape tu? .... keeping my finger crossed tat they wont ask wat is starwars or ultraviolet organisation later ... not funny ler? yeah ... i know im lame .... =)

Ok la .... have to move ma butt to the toilet to rince ma hair liao .. hope i wont ended up looking like some Ganguro or Lolita gurl .... haha ... okie dokie ... ciao people ... have a nice day ... take care .... *winks*

10:25 AM

Strawberry Day ...

Business paper one today sucks .... yes ... damn it .... wat the fuck is product portfolio? wat the hell is matrix organisational structure? ... blah blah blah .... god bless ma exam ....

PMS is making a bitch out of me .... no freaking mood ... spoilt ma day .... =.=

Ma stress level is increasing rapidly ... gonna turn into a mad woman anytime soon .... so dont blame me if i come up running towards to you and started pulling ur hair ... peace people ..

Msn is being a real pain in the ass .. fucking idiot .... bloody piece of shyt ....

Btw ... since im turning into a mad woman soon .... gotta do what i wana do b4 its too late .... first of all is to make ma own strawberry ... not the real one of coz .... =.=

Was at the shopping mall earlier ... saw tis cutie lil strawberry hanging there wit some other ding dong ultraman handphone thing ... bloody rip off btw ... pk like hell now ... no money for tat ... people like me will never give up what they wanted tho its just a waste of money ... so i came back home wit this brilliant idea to make one myself ...

Thank god it didnt end up looking like a rambutan or pineapple ... haha .... now .... i dunu wat to do wit it .... double startedddd

K la .... got to make it fatter now ... obese strawberry just like my obese dog ... fat like pig ... just like me ... lalalalalalal ....

9:57 PM

The Bang is back ....

College today was ok .... diploma students is back frm their long long holiday .... yahoo ... at least i can see humans in college now ....

Decided to go and snip snip ma hair after college .... cost only 6 bucks (fringe only) ... by Penny ... haha ... ok people .... laugh all u want .... i don care =P ...

Im too sien wit ma not left n not right fringe ...damn irritating

::After::

LMAO ... i look like a kiddo man! aisehman....swt

7:38 PM

I tot tat ur a selfish person .... u told me so as well ...working ur butt off from day to nite .... till i was told tat .... u did it for the sake of ur family ... not for urself ... everything is pretty clear to me now ... no matter what ... have a well balance in life alright ... will always be there for you ... =)

12:53 PM

SuN-DaY

Well , life is just unfair .....
People are just selfish ....
I am myself i guess? ....

Btw ... just got tis pic .... brighten up ma day and keeps me smiling =)

Ma relatives in Aussie ... its been sometime since i last met up wit them... miss them a lot .. =(

And shopping is a good way to destress people! haha ... proud and happy wit ma purchase ...

p/s- what about urself? ... =(

10:54 PM

Friday 13th ...

Well , woke up kinda late yesterday .. mum went off to the condo wit dad but without me ... lol ... so went over to Midvalley to pick Jack up and off we headed over to Steppi's place ...

Waited awhile for her to get ready ... then off we went to One Utama ... all of us was damn hungry and was craving for some yummy sushi ... lol

Genki Sushi was our next stop ... this time ... Jack kalah to the gurls ...we ate more than him ...haha ... after tat .... we walked walked around and went to the Celebrity Fitness to collect our passes ...

Decided to go for the Ramadan Buffet at Ikea .... so we headed to The Curve and met up wit Chloe and Joe there ... the queue was scary tho ... O.O ... from one end to the other ... but it was all worth it ... the food was quite good ... but a lil too spicy hehe ....

The desserts are the killer ... from da yummy cheesecake to ice creams .... gonna b fat for sure .... haha .... then camwhole a lil .... and walked walked around there ...

Steph and I then headed off to Modestos at Hartamas .... to join her parents ...the place is damn nice now ! ..... got dance floor to 2 huge pool tables .... pretty nice place to chill ...

Had our lil chit chatting ... and went over to Burger Kings ... Steppi wana pack some food ... then home sweet home ...

Great time i had wit ma highskool buddies ... =)

Thanks people ... hope to see u guys soon ... and meanwhile .. take care ....

p/s- =)

7:01 PM

What r u doin Jack?

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11:30 AM

The living room .... still not done yet ... like sampah only ... +.+

::After::

Yipee .... can even see ma own reflection from da floor man ... shinyyyy

Well ... tats all .... ma room is in a mess .. and still haven polish the floor yet... can get all sort of stuffs in it ..... from the unwrap washing machine to the airconds .... thanks to Uncle B ...for treating ma room like a store room ... swt ....

::Cheers people .... meawhile ... take care .... KAMPAI DES!::

p/s - All About Fate .... =)

edit :: watched 2 movies this week ... Rob-B-Hood and WTC ... i did pick up a lot from WTC ... the meaning of life ... and many questions i had in mind was answered ... tho i didnt end up in tears like Prema ... lol she will kill me addy now .... but its really really touching =) ... tho its 2 hours long .... but its all good people .... hehe (^.^)v

10:58 AM

Finally got my answer ....
I know why you treat me like this ...
I didnt blame you at all ..till today
Coz i know .. its for both of us ...
And im the one who choose tis road ...
Im in pain ...and so you are ....
5 years may sounded long .... but time flies ...
Im relief now dear ....
I will .. if u ask me to ... or i will .... even of u didnt ask me ...
Like what they said .... its about how much ur willing to give ... and not to hope wat u will get in return ...
Its painful ... to see you like tis now ....
Im willing to let you go .. i hope you will go.... so you wont suffer here...
I know.... ur not happy .... u lost ur freedom ... u lost urself .....
Its heartbreaking for me ...
You never smile like u used to be ... and so do i ....
No matter what ... im always here for you ....tho we will b miles apart ...
Like what you told me b4 .. its all about fate ...
Love you dear...

edit :: retired 3 of ma piercings ... nose and 2 cartilage .. =)

5:21 PM

IM IN PAIN ....
IM AFRAID I CANT HOLD ON ANY LONGER..
I DONT KNOW ....
I DIDNT EVEN SMILE FOR THE PASS FEW DAYS ....
I HARDLY EVEN ....

9:22 AM

Well , I wont be blogging for sometime or anymore starting today
Dont ask me why ....
Im really really tired .... not physically but emotionally ...
I dont know whats the purpose of life anymore ...
I've lost myself ....
Being thrown down to the bottom of the ocean frm the peak of the mountain aint nice ....
I know that nothing comes easy in life ..
Not all things will come my way all the time ....
Im struggling all these while ...
No matter what .... thanks people for ya support ...
Appreciate it a lot ....
Take care aite....
God bless ....

11:10 AM

6:53 PM

Keepall Charm from Louis Vuitton



-Yellow Gold with Green Glass
-Comes with a mini-trunk in mini Monogram canvas

Damn freaking nice! omg man ... O.O



there is a catch by the way ....



1,590 POUNDS ....yeah people ... pounds!



Haven include the tax and shipping cost yet .... aiyoyo .... gila
Went Starhill the other day .... wana check it out .... who doesnt like pretty stuffs btw ....lol
One friggin charm from LV cost at least 15k .... O.O
Oh well ... unless u want me to starve myself for another 10 years then i might affort it ...

Was at the goldsmith shop the other day wit ma mummy ....
Then I saw tis .....

OMG ! looked sometin like the one from LV ... tat time the price for gold was 50 plus ... so i got it for around 350 excluding the necklace .... hohohohohohohoohohoho.... (^.^)v

And of coz ... people like me wont get enough of anything .....

Lalalalala

HAHAHAHAHA .... yeah ... a pacifier .... cuteness man .... lol .... heard the price for gold increase to 60 plus to 70 recently .... =(

No matter what ..... THANKS MUMMY .... I LUB U!! <3

p/s - ma mum got the same one for herself as well ... the bag of coz ... guess like wat they say ... like mother , like daughter .... lol

3:19 PM

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